The Calm Water

I cannot help it, I guess.
I’m 19 years old but have a 11 years old spirit.
When I see goofy guys or cool guys, I’m nothing but fish when it’s out of the water.
I call it ‘klepek klepek’
When I told one of my closes cousins about my emotional issue, they simply said,”it’s normal!”

Hmm.

Okay,

But still! (I’m such a stubborn) I don’t like my reaction when I meet the guy I like. It drives those guys away from me. They think I’m lunatic or maybe it’s just me.

Oh how complicated my mind is.

But then again, I should appreciate what God has given me and that is a joyful spirit. I believe that God is right now preparing the right guy (not necessarily the perfect guy) pour moi!

That’s it for the distraction from doing my assignments, lads.
Let’s get back to reality.

au revoir!